Why Does Everything Have to be such a Drama?

This weekend is Joe's cousin's wedding and I swear to god, you'd think it was a broadway production or the president coming into town. What I want to know is, why does everything on his side of the family have to be such a damn production? I've already been yanked around in every direction today because Joe may not be able to go if the doctors tell him he can't ride in a car for the hour and a half to two hours it's going to take to get to Harsens Island, so I was freaking out on how I was going to get there and blah blah blah. So then Judy calls me and goes on a tirade about how Joe is starting to use this clot business to back out of everything. I have to say in some ways, she is right, he does use his clot to back out of a LOT of stuff, but then again, I can't doubt what he says about what the doctor is telling him. He got a bad INR result back today, so now he's in a mood.
On top of that, I may be losing my job in two days. I'm calling Thursday Judgement Day because Joe goes to the hematologist to find out the results on his first round of blood tests and I find out what's happening with my job. I'm not sure how much more stress I can take right now, to be quite honest. I don't want to go to this damn wedding w/o Joe and pretend to have a good time. I don't want to deal with Joe and his bloodclot anymore. I don't want to deal with not having a job because right now we have NO MONEY in our account... barely enough to get by, truth be told.
This just seals my whole decision in not rushing into have a baby. I see how happy Amy is right about it all and I think "maybe I will do it" but then again, right now I can't see it in the cards. That would be a big hell no.
What to do, what to do....

I'm Not Stupid...

Why is it that I can do so fabulously in a class and then bomb tests? I finished my second grad school class and while I can say I am happy it is done, I'm bummed because I only got a C in the class, not the B I was hoping for. It's an online class and you have to be very disciplined, I have discovered, and log on EVERY DAY to see what is going on. Because of the events of the last few months, I wasn't able to do that, otherwise I think that would have helped me immensely. I'm just glad I at least passed the damn class! Final grades and cumulative are not available yet, so I am yet waiting to find out what is going on! This class was called Legal Issues in Business, and I do have admit, I enjoyed it a lot. So much so, I am actually considering applying to law school to see if I can get in. I think being a business law lawyer would be cool as hell... or an environmental law lawyer. I wouldn't want to be a "get rich quick" lawyer, those people kind of tee me off. Always after the big buck. So I am considering it. I may apply to Cooley in Detroit and go from there.
ANYHOO... so on to the next round of classes. I'm taking an online class called "Business Ethics", which should be interesting. I'm looking forward to it.

My First Real Blog

Interestingly enough, I've never really had a blog before. Why? You ask? Not really sure... I had some problems trying to put one together on this site a few months back, got pissed off and didn't go back. Silly, I suppose. ANYHOO... so maybe my life isn't that interesting to others who may come along and read this, but my life tends to read like a screenplay and there are days when I wonder if I'm on candid camera.
I'm not going to ramble on and on right now... it's late and I need to get ready for work for tomorrow. Good times. Besides, I hear a Dove bar calling my name. HAHAHAHAHA. Forgive me, I'm alittle giddy right now... I just finished my final for my legal issues in business class, and I just want to pull a B in the class. Right now, my grade is between a C+ and a B-. So keep your fingers crossed, dollfaces.